Uncut wings

I am writing about this surging madness that I can feel right now which compels me to force things my way. It makes me want to pull all my hair from my head. It makes me want to rip my tongue from my mouth. It makes want to yell at someone for no reason and watch shriek back at me. Unfortunately, it also makes me delve into the life of others and create a world of fantasy. This world has just one deity, that person I wanted to shout at initially. This same person who makes me think of stabbing her, behind the back if need be. I can control this flood of energy most of the times. I have developed a system of disaster management. I help save all of these people from what resides inside me. Though I can't help but drown . I witness from a distance my body suffer as it struggles and then chokes. I can't save it. I just focus on maintaining my distance. The usual. I become sad. Only being sad in my case is akin to being depressed. I remind myself of the days I spent staring at a w...

Q. If you could time travel and meet your 10-year-old self, what would you say? A.  Get started with Enid Blyton and don't wait for std. 6th when reading her books would be in curriculum. They are damn interesting. *As a 10 year old, I was stuck with the Black Beauty, Tom Sawyer and Animal Farm ( though I am still stuck with the last book) . Q.  If you could time travel and meet your 2-year-old self, what would you say? A.  You should let mom comb your hair for you, or else you'll be stuck with that curly mane of yours for a lifetime. *In hindsight, I think as a 2 year old I was rather stuck on eating than on my insufferable habit of not letting others touch my hair. But, nevertheless, if it could help me, it would make me only happier. Q.  If you could time travel and meet your 7-year-old self, what would you say? A.  Eat lesser than you swim, you are going to be a grumpy and obese teenager otherwise. ***Thankfully, my dad was wise eno...