She. Depression.

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She wonders what people under depression go through. Kidding. She exactly knows what people under depression go through. Experienced that she is, she is not sure if ever she would come out of or if she is already out of it. There is a gnawing presence around her that at her best times is conspicuous due to its absence and at her worst is the complete personality, a mirror of her being. At times she is more aware of her person than she would like to be, more reckless and, hence, more upset by the slightest ignominy, weakest provocation. And yet, at times she is this girl who has the world under her feet not once but twice over, as proud as the noblest knight and as carefree as Wordsworth's lass. These extremities of behavior was and innate part of her existence which has come out at the correct time for now she can face a clear mirror and not fall into pieces. She looks exactly the same as she did earlier only now that she glows. Glow not like the illuminating light-bug or the moon on the clearest light but like a feeble flicker of light trying to glow from an almost burnt out candle, giving hopes to those who seek it and yet knowing it would die out soon. At times, she'd feel as ecstatic as a carefree gazelle who escaped the reckless hunter's gun and yet slipped on a rock by the ford. She gets suicidal and yet thinks about the people around her who still have the basic decency to care for her. Her life is a turmoil seeking out a redemption. She talks in puzzles. She needs to go out and take a fresh breathe of the world around. She needs. I need to...Suggestions?

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